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the picture of a man triumphant

on top of the mountain

an image of accomplished proclamation

at the end of a finish line

these are the moments

perhaps to feel good about yourself

somehow you’ve done it

you’ve overcome

and are oh so better than

 

I have grown weary

of the imprints of this efforting

I am tired and unresourced

for the life that requires

a stake to claim

 

so I won’t be chasing after it

I won’t be giving myself away like that

I have learned to appreciate

the heartfulness of a friend’s laughter

and the luxury of my lover’s touch

 

My eyes are not eager

with naive pursuits of false happiness

I’m soft beside the one I love

and relish in the possibility

of deep comfort and restorative strength

that comes

from not raising my hand

in victory

anymore

 

Look Within,

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